I Fantasize About All The Men I’ve Loved Before More Than I Care To Admit

FreshSplash/E+/Getty ImagesWhen I met my husband, I was doing an on-again/off-again dance with a man I’ll call Noah. The gist of our 10-year relationship was that I wanted to be “on” and he seemed content to be on-again/off-again … forever.This is not a man I want popping up in my dreams. And yet, even though my marriage is pretty good, as marriages go, I can never seem to get this guy out of my head. In fact, all the men I’ve loved before frequently stroll through my subconscious.When it’s Noah in my dreams, I follow him around like a puppy, trying to figure out exactly why he won’t commit. S